Monday, 22 August 2005

One Hour

I seriously thought today was the day. I woke up this morning, for some reason, the urge was strong. The urge to finally turn my back on it and walk away. It went really well for the best part of it. But being me, eventually...

I found myself standing in front of the mini mart counter
and naturally went...

"One Marlboro Lights small pack, please?"
I thought maybe a Lights would get me to cut down

"Oh, finish already." store lady replies.

"Emm, Dunhill Lights then."
Then I remembered. It's only denial.

If you wanna quit, just quit. Cold turkey. That's the only way to do it
I couldn't even last a day. Not even a day. Truth is, it only lasted for an hour.

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