Denial

“Here goes another day...”
The alarm rang as I was still tucked in on a cool rainy morning.

I thought to myself how the romance died…
When did it died.

It’s so hard…
It’s so bitter.

Good intentions…
Bad repercussion.

Caught in the middle…
Absent in reality.

Restless nights…
Sleepy mornings.

Reflections divulge the truth…
Denial is my companion.

I drink myself to snooze…
I smoke myself to sleep.

Every night.

Ignorance is bliss…
It really is.